tonight

I did it =]
at least I try to do it

the result ?
failure or success ?
I don't care about it. =]
If success, I really need to plan all the things start from now.
If failure, I just think that why will fail? and I won't feel regret.
because I don't want to keep it anymore in my heart.
I was too tired. no body know.
I need a rest seriously.
but exam is coming soon.
still have 2 weeks =']
I scare I can't tahan the stress again.
because too many chapters need to cover.
Tamadun Islam I hate the most.
The main point is TI are using the MALAY.
I hate malay ! why don't change to english ??
Somemore the FOM have 18 chapters !
what the hell izit.
CRAZY ! MAD !

Besides,
I just want let you know about my heart
what m I thinking now...
I really scare I was not a good person.
but... I try to make it.
no matter how. you know it =]
I just want to let you know.
nothing else.
Decision is not here.
you can decide it.
I know have a lot things need to take care.
about.. really a lot.
sometimes I also feel lazy to think about it.

Seriously, I try to give up before.
but I can't.
every times I try to give up.
I put my self in bad mood.
I don't like to emo actually.
that's why I always go sport and release my stress.
and forget all the things.

I don't want to guess anymore.
I'm tired. I just want to know what r u thinking now.
if you don't mind, tell me =]
I'm a good listener.

FUTURE.
I still need to gain more of knowledge
I lack of knowledge.
My friends told me.
My English DAMN POOR.
and ask me how do I communicate with others?
especially....
r they understand what r you talking about ?
and writing about ?
I replied, ya. I need to improve.
But... I'm lazy
this is my answer.

but
now I realize
don't always just use the mouth and talk
PLEASE use the hand and DO IT !
LIM CHOON YEW.
Are you starting your engine now ?
I HOPE SO !
I DON'T want BECOME A LAZY GUY.
I want become a successful person, business man !
I HOPE I can do it.
JIA YOU !
what should I do, please decide it.
create a time table.
CHANGE the ATTITUDE !
=]

Good nights.