Start my engine to study, don't think too much ! =' )

" I don't regret the things I have done, I simply regret the things I didn't do when I had the chance. "
Ya.. For me, when I have done the things I won't regret ! but, when I done the wrong things I will feel disappointed.
If I didn't do the things when I had the chance. I will REGRET !
it's for sure, everyone have the same feeling with me. ! but only for the few person won't got the feeling.

"I act like I don't care, but inside it hurts."
Ya.
I always remind myself ! I'm a man, I'm a boy, I'm a guy !
don't show out the emo face, don't show the sad face in front of the friends
I think that, every guys have the self-respect.
actually this is not related with the "face"
I will share all the things to my friends (if you are my friends)
but I only will share the happy things to them. I won't share the sadness things to them
I just want them happy. = )

Nowadays. my mum always scold me because I always go play basketball, play computer games and especially always on the FACEBOOK !
She ask me, why don't want study ? why you always listen the song and play games ?
I reply. Mum. I will study laa.. wait laa.. let me finish play games and listen song first.
She said : if you keep continue to do like that, your result sure will DROP.
I reply : mum. I know la. haizzz.

I keep playing computer games and listening song.
NO STUDY AT ALL
ya. I KNOW ! my result will get suck.
Mum....I already 17 , 18 coming soon. still got 1 month.
I'm mature already. I can take care my self.
I know you very gan chiong for my result.
but. now I really STRESS. Can I relax for 1 day or 2 day ?

and today I 24 hours on the facebook. know why ?
I want to find my friends and chat with them to release my tension and stress
I keep updating the status without meaning
just for fun. and I keep going other people wall and spam their comment.
like their picture and go their status and give some my opinion to them
I'm sorry if I disturbed you.
don't Misunderstand me, I'm not a spammer.
I chat with you because I think that you are my best friends.
don't misunderstanding.
Every SATURDAYS make me feel bored!


Today went to play basketball.
After played around 30minits then rain !
What a big JOKE for me.
I want to play sport. GOD. you make it rain. WHY ?
you want me to go back home and study ?
cruel !!!!! =' (

Start form monday. I will start my engine to study.
my dear Friends. can you study toghter with me?
I have a lot of problems. I need your helps.
can ? I can't understand what the notes given.
can you teach me?
If I really want focus. I can off my FACEBOOK for 1 week, 2 week or 1 month
it's not a problem for me.
my life is it can't without FACEBOOK ?
WRONG WRONG WRONG !

Don't keep thinking LOVE already.
No money. No time.
your LOVE will become 0
But now
If I focus on LOVE, I can't focus on STUDIES
If I focus on STUDIES, I can't focus on LOVE
If you let me choose. can I choose HALF HALF ?
I'm scare now because 一次被蛇咬，十年怕井绳
Failed once time, scare will happen on second time
And
Now every gals target is a guy must have CAR and MONEY
It's a fact !
no car no money - they will said SORRY TO YOU.
car can fetch her, no need take bus or taxi
money can buy things to her and treat her lunch or dinner everydays
So. Love ? forget it ba =' )

Start my engine to study, don't think too much! =' )



Junyao !
CONFIDENT very IMPORTANT !
You have it ?

JIA YOU !
GAMBATEH everyday! x )